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Yeah!! Im back to Blog again. This time with mixed Feelings!! The Day My Time Stood Still. I would always remember this day 29 Dec 2008. Where things came to an end. A beautiful Chapter of My Life that come to an End. I could hardly believe that it happened. Everything came too abruptly that I've no time to come into terms with. 29 December, the day you let me go.... No more sweet nothings....I miss your smile, your touch, your humour and everything that we do. I want you back so badly but i know deep down its not gonna be happening. I need to be brave and Move on. I will be brave and I have to be Brave cause my life doesn't end here. Those happy moments that we share would always remain in my heart. Now now im left with nothing but the memories that we had. The memories would keep me going, keep me alive. I feel like pouring out my thoughts in here but at present its really to hard to bare. Are we still friends ? you asked. Im in no position to answer that question now. I cant think straight!!! I don't even know myself anymore, You said you wanna see me happy and dont wanna hold me back but aint u hurting me more when U chose to End it All? Goodbye Baby, I Love You........ This is the last time i get to say this to you In My Blog, My personal Space........however Im glad that I still have supportive friends around. Amos thanks for fetching me home yesterday though its close to midnight, Hong, thanks for talking to me and making me feel so much better, Lawrence thanks for being around when I need a shoulder to cry on. Last but not least, Danny & Vincent, thank you guys for being there too. Vincent, U knew that I was feeling down the past few days and you took the liberty to go shopping with me, U were my shoulder to cry on. I've cried my eyes swollen and now its time to wake up!! I don't wanna look unpresentable!! I wanna look good for myself!! And to Ethan, you still hold a special place in my heart though you put me thru so much pain.......Take Care Baby, No! Good Bye Ethan
Life's a BITCH!!! Things always happens when you least expected it. My BLog, My Space, the only place where I could seek Solace and comfort. Should I just Persever, stay on brace myself up and fight the battle or should I just call it a day? Some how it helps when I have close friends around and I seriously think that Friends are the Best. They would be around to hear you out when you feel that things are not going your way and when things seem so bleak. It used to be much easier when the Now Defunct "EMO Club" was still around. There were so many listening ears and it just helps to ease the pain. Why must things happen so abruptly ? How do i find Clousure to it ? Is this just my imaginations running wild or is "it" really happening ? I need a Answer to feel much better rather than being a headless chicken, feeling down and not knowing which direction to go to. I hate the feeling of being Lost. It feels like you are being thrown in the wilderness trying to find your way back home, your way to safety and with each step you take you need to be very careful, careful enough not too get into any sticky situation. And I sincerely thank Kenneth for being there for me during this difficult period. Though we may not have known each other for a long time, you took the liberty to talk me out of my sadness, talk sense into me, even though our conversation stretch thru wee hours in the morning. You made me laugh, you make the pain easier to bear, Thank You Kenneth! I appreciate you & I Owe You Big Time!!
Yeah Im Back Once again. Back Home from a Recent Trip. Met up with Marco, Gary's brother. Marco has been a great help. Brought me out despite his busy schedule. We went for Wanton Mee Hong Kong style and I learned from Marco that he is busy prepping up his two restaurants and a pub and it would be opened for business on the 23 Dec and would very much love to check out his restaurants and pub in the near future when I get back to Hong Kong!! Next, I met with with my Cousin, Aaron. He too despite his crazy schedule find time to bring me around and YES finally did I get to go to the Infamous Lam Kwai Fong ~ Had so much fun in Insomnia, got to know some wonderful people around!!! Got to know Sherwin,Fiona & Benny through my cuz. A cool bunch of people which i would like to thank.
Looking Forward to My Long Awaited Trip. I was really down as i couldnt get in touch with my cousin in Hong Kong, though i've been there a couple of times before but the latest was three years ago. Feeling helpless, i sought help from Gary who's from Hong Kong but residing in Singapore. I remember him having a brother, Marco, got Marco's number from Gary smsed him but i failed yet again to get in touch. Just when everything seems so wrong, a miracle happen. I managed to get in touch with Marco, and My cousin too replied my e-mail. Now that I won't feel like a headless chicken when im in Hong Kong bring me a sense of relieve finally. However things didnt turn out too well with me and Baby. Said something wrong that leave him pissed with me. Well Baby, if you do get to read my blog, ever! I just wanna say that Im sorry and I don't mean to say things that means nothing at all and things that don't help the situation. Feeling stressed up over work and all i should have been more understanding towards your feelings.
Finally, had my luggage packed but i could hardly put myself to sleep. Am i getting too excited over the trip or is it what happen earlier kept me awake. Darling, I may not be the best Gal Friend Ever but I'm doing my best!!! Miss lots and hope to see you soon. A smile from you can take away the slightest unhappiness that I'm feeling
Time to Blog off and get some sleep....
Be back soon with more photos of my shopping trip, my visit to the Infamous Lam Kwai Fong, Goodies for Friends and Mouth Watering Food
Lionel N Myself at Pearl's Birthday Bash
Wee!! I had a Hell lot of a Time on Friday Went to Arena with a pal. But before that we decide to have some booze before hitting the club. Bought a bottle of Vodkha, some red bull and green tea and chill inside his van. with loud music playin in the background this is our way of Prep-ing ourselves before the "real" fun gets started. Arena ! What more can I say? I fell In Lurv the moment I set foot there. So Pals, we should check out Arena sometime soon. I had enough of Zouk at the moment and its high time we check out some new places don't you share my sentiments? Though it was fun I didn't stay too late though as I have a long day ahead of me. Then came Saturday which was crazier, finally went for a haircut as im getting sick of my old hairdo. Some say it didnt look any different from my previous hairdo but folks IT's DIFFERENT alright. I lurv my new hairdo and Im grateful to Louis who took good care of my tresses. Thereafter, I head home for a quick shower and get ready to attend to Pearl's 21st Birthday celebration at Coasta Sands Resort. Met up with the Boys, Alfred & Lionel and went together. Though we didnt stay long as Lionel has another Birthday to attend to, Alfred feeling lethargic after a long and tiring week in camp and i had to go for a steamboat date with Baby and folks. Went to Tian Tian for steamboat. Man It was good, there were so many choices to pick from and yes we left the place feelin like a Balloon waiting to burst. Laughs!! Afterwhich we went to Cineleisure for the Movie Marathon. Pals, you should try this too if U r as crazy as me. It's really funny. Imagine watching a movie, keeping yourself awake, leave the cinema straight after the movie come to an end and rush to the next cinema to catch the next show.. I simply Lurv the excitement all thanks to the great company too. Finally call it a day at 3.30Am and head back to Baby's place to spend the night. 4.30Am ~ Yawnz time to hit the hay sag and wake up yet to another day of getting myself busy !!! That's what I did this weekend
As the header suggest, I had a impromptu get away which leaves me wanting more of such trips to happen soon. Well, what more could i say folks? Should you have sufficient cash on hand and you're feeling so stressed up just go for an impromptu get away like i did. It need not be somewhere far. It could even be as near as KL. Just Leave everything behind and spend some good time and come back feeling good and ready to fight another battle. I had a wonderful time though i did nothing much but the only thing that i do not like about the trip is that i had an awful experience with the panaromal. Ewww!!! To start with im a deep sleeper, nothing could could ever wake me up even the alarm clock,or mom's thunderous voice. But it so happen that i was woken up by the sound of flikering lights, starting slow at first and it just gets louder and faster. I knew i wasnt dreaming as i had my eyes wide open and i pinched myself to prove that im not just too tired and was thinking otherwise. Everything else was good besides this frightful event. Oopsy time for another battle ahead and I'll be back in no time
Listening to the tune of Besame Mucho led me to blog this entry. Im feeling alright this morning and baby made it better. He actually remember today. And Im glad he appreciates me as much as I appreciates him. I was feelin a lil jittery, but he managed to make all those feelin go off. I hate the feelin of insecurity but I don't feel it no more. Im just enjoying the Love...... It feels so good to be loved, to be appreciated and cared for. To be there just to listen to all my worries without brushing things aside n pretend nothing has happen. To be there for me when I'm down, for making me smile and to make me see things in a different angle. Baby, you were there to pat me on the shoulder telling me everything's gonna be alright, and to give me solutions to my problems. You may be tired at times yet you were so obliging and still so attentive. Im really touched by all these actions which may not mean anything to anyone else but it meant alot to me.
My ever dearest Majesty, Thank you for being there for me when i needed you most. Love ya lots... Yr Royal Highness & yeah where's my Kisses ?
xoxoxo
Attended a wedding last friday. The setting was right the ambience great, everything was picture perfect. Then came the happy couple who walked down the ailse. So happy, so blissful, i could hardly hold back my tears, yet another lovely couple, match made in heaven. Two individuals that came from different backgrounds who came together on their special day to be pronounce Man & Wife. A new journey together, to grow old together, it just spells BLISS... IT's so good to be in Love
Happy Birthday Danny. Met Danny in the evening to celebate his birthday. Just a simple affair between friends. Didnt get him any present because i paid for the food. Had a long day today. So much to do so little time. but Im glad i managed to squeeze out some time to take a breadther. Meeting up Danny & thereafter window shopping ALONE!! Wanted to get myself a dress but im on a shoe string budget so I decided to do away with the idea. Baby don't sound good today and he seems to be bored too. Cheer up Darling !!! Tomorrow would be a better day!! Im feeling bored too don't even know Y im feeling such? Well! Hope I'll be waking up to a better tomorrow too. Till my next entry
Cheerios
Why don't I feel any better ? It's a lazy afternoon. Just done with lunch & I'm feeling oh so sleepy. All I need is to have a good rest. I need my sleep. Yawnz. Haven't felt so drained for a long long time. Wasn't able to get myself to sleep. 2am in the morning and I'm wide awake. Staring at my alarm on my cell phone knowing that It's gonna go off in a couple of hours time. Hell, No I can't sleep. I know that I have a long day ahead, awaiting and rest is just paramount, no matter how hard I try, counting sheeps, sipping some wine. It just doesn't help and now Im feeling groggy and lethargic. A night without good sleep just equates to reduced energy, difficulty concentrating, deminished mood & the list goes on......
Alas!! Who understands the pain that is intensified by the physical and mental consequences.. LACK OF BEAUTY SLEEP!!!
It's 1.35am in the morning and I could hardly get myself to sleep. I had a long day ahead of me tomorrow after a fun-filled weekend with pals and Dear Darling!! Took some snap shots again today, didn't know it could be so fun.. I used to be someone who dread taking photos but now I simply love it. A battle awaits me the moment the clock strikes 7. A new week to go through yet again and i hate going through the motions feeling yucky the whole of monday. Till Wednesday comes its not getting any better. Awww. Weekend my precious weekend. The only day i could seek solace, unwind and be in the comfort of pals & love ones.....
It's time to bid farewell and hit the hay sag preparing for the battle that awaits......& Yes! Thanks for the wonderful time we spent. Love ya Hon!
Hey folks, I'm back to blog again. This time its my views on slumberland. Here goes My Ode to Sleep !!!! HUMAN BEINGS, most of them i guess spends one third of their lives sleeping but never ever talk about it. Man should i just continue with my blabbering or should I just stop ? oh well, its yet another lazy day for me so i might as well continue....Kinda Lame though..alright where did I stop. Yes, Sleep. Sleeping is the quintessential of essence of life that all needs or body repair some say maintenance and the functioning of one's body.
To some sleeping is just a waste of time, when others still couldnt get enough even with 12 hours of sleep, imagine 12 hours is equivalent to half a day gone. Do we really wanna spend half our lives away in unconsciousness ? Some find that sleep is a luxury that they could forgo just to run errands or to make ends meet but to others, it's a constant struggle ?....Be back for More on My Ode to Sleep......
tata
It's 7 plus & I'm feeling blue, all couped up in the little space i'm in, trying to seek solace. I hate this feeling! why am I feeling so? I feel so much like crying, I feel so much like vanishing into thin air, had the perception that I have kept my emotions in control, but hell no. I'm only human, I could feel the pain but there's nothing much I could do about it. I'm trying hard to keep my emotions in check but at times i just give in. At times I feel helpless not even being able to help that someone I love. Is this normal or am I thinking way too much? I need Help. Yes, you've heard me right. Help..........
Crazy Weekend, Yeah U didn't hear me wrong. I had a Crazy Weekend, Sunday in Particular was a little insane, and im trying hard to recover now, Lack of sleep, fatigue, Awww. It sure doesn't feel good to be sleepy most of the time and trying hard not to look sleepy. I'm sure you know how it feels like.
Went visiting over Sunday and hell! It feels so much like CNY. Ate lots of cookies, yummy licious food with compliments from the "Team". Thanks a Zillion folks. Having said that, it's time to watch my weight for over eating. So I'm gonna hit the gym again today to release myself from the guilt of mouth watering food that was presented to us.
Though tiring its a good session with lots of love, good food and laughing.......
Labels: Cool Cool Shades
T.G.I.F. !! Yeah its already Friday! My long awaited Weekend is just a couple of hours away. Weekends are always special to me. A Day to rest, to meet up with friends & Chill, spend time with family & my Darling!! I did a lil shopping today & Im happy with the end results. Bought two pairs of shades though it didnt cost me a bomb, it looks nice enough to be worn. However I'm feeling a lil lethargic must be due to the wine i had last night, everything was picture perfect but it would be better if only Baby's around.
I'm in a mist of a long haul, gotta get my stuffs or rather my acts straight so that I could ace whatever i'm doing now. And Hell, It's gonna get tougher as time goes by and I can hardly believe that I'm gonna juggle all that Studies, gym & work. Oh well, taking it from another point I'll be better with mult-tasking in no time, Yeah ! Bitches, Bring It On!! I'm really procastinating here because i've just finished with one of my projects & I just decide to take time off to blabber a lil. That's all folks be back in no time for more......Oh Yeah!! Just to add I've got compliments with job well done. Wee.......
Yeah!! Oh What A Night As I've Quoted. I went for Drinks with a friend Jerald that I haven't met in a while. Had a quick dinner last night followed by drinks @ a PUB. Imagine I haven't been out for drinking session for a while and hell he made me do beer which I wasn't very good at and that left me in a bad shape. Thank god my Prince in Shinning Armour came just in time to sweep me off my feet. To Save the Damsel in Distress.. Oooh isn't that sweet? Thanks Baby for Saving the Day. U R my Hero!!!
I've been trying to get myself to Blogging and yeah I'm finally here folks. Time to get started and to blog away....Ooo well, I'm actually taking a breather off work to get this done. Oops ! did I say Work? Well people needs rest don't they? So here I am blogging. Well its just an excuse I came up with to get away from it all. Working, Studying & blogging at the same time. :P
Enough Said and I'll get back to my stuffs. Till then.... Cheerios
