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Yeah!! Im back to Blog again. This time with mixed Feelings!! The Day My Time Stood Still. I would always remember this day 29 Dec 2008. Where things came to an end. A beautiful Chapter of My Life that come to an End. I could hardly believe that it happened. Everything came too abruptly that I've no time to come into terms with. 29 December, the day you let me go.... No more sweet nothings....I miss your smile, your touch, your humour and everything that we do. I want you back so badly but i know deep down its not gonna be happening. I need to be brave and Move on. I will be brave and I have to be Brave cause my life doesn't end here. Those happy moments that we share would always remain in my heart. Now now im left with nothing but the memories that we had. The memories would keep me going, keep me alive. I feel like pouring out my thoughts in here but at present its really to hard to bare. Are we still friends ? you asked. Im in no position to answer that question now. I cant think straight!!! I don't even know myself anymore, You said you wanna see me happy and dont wanna hold me back but aint u hurting me more when U chose to End it All? Goodbye Baby, I Love You........ This is the last time i get to say this to you In My Blog, My personal Space........however Im glad that I still have supportive friends around. Amos thanks for fetching me home yesterday though its close to midnight, Hong, thanks for talking to me and making me feel so much better, Lawrence thanks for being around when I need a shoulder to cry on. Last but not least, Danny & Vincent, thank you guys for being there too. Vincent, U knew that I was feeling down the past few days and you took the liberty to go shopping with me, U were my shoulder to cry on. I've cried my eyes swollen and now its time to wake up!! I don't wanna look unpresentable!! I wanna look good for myself!! And to Ethan, you still hold a special place in my heart though you put me thru so much pain.......Take Care Baby, No! Good Bye Ethan
Life's a BITCH!!! Things always happens when you least expected it. My BLog, My Space, the only place where I could seek Solace and comfort. Should I just Persever, stay on brace myself up and fight the battle or should I just call it a day? Some how it helps when I have close friends around and I seriously think that Friends are the Best. They would be around to hear you out when you feel that things are not going your way and when things seem so bleak. It used to be much easier when the Now Defunct "EMO Club" was still around. There were so many listening ears and it just helps to ease the pain. Why must things happen so abruptly ? How do i find Clousure to it ? Is this just my imaginations running wild or is "it" really happening ? I need a Answer to feel much better rather than being a headless chicken, feeling down and not knowing which direction to go to. I hate the feeling of being Lost. It feels like you are being thrown in the wilderness trying to find your way back home, your way to safety and with each step you take you need to be very careful, careful enough not too get into any sticky situation. And I sincerely thank Kenneth for being there for me during this difficult period. Though we may not have known each other for a long time, you took the liberty to talk me out of my sadness, talk sense into me, even though our conversation stretch thru wee hours in the morning. You made me laugh, you make the pain easier to bear, Thank You Kenneth! I appreciate you & I Owe You Big Time!!
Yeah Im Back Once again. Back Home from a Recent Trip. Met up with Marco, Gary's brother. Marco has been a great help. Brought me out despite his busy schedule. We went for Wanton Mee Hong Kong style and I learned from Marco that he is busy prepping up his two restaurants and a pub and it would be opened for business on the 23 Dec and would very much love to check out his restaurants and pub in the near future when I get back to Hong Kong!! Next, I met with with my Cousin, Aaron. He too despite his crazy schedule find time to bring me around and YES finally did I get to go to the Infamous Lam Kwai Fong ~ Had so much fun in Insomnia, got to know some wonderful people around!!! Got to know Sherwin,Fiona & Benny through my cuz. A cool bunch of people which i would like to thank.
Looking Forward to My Long Awaited Trip. I was really down as i couldnt get in touch with my cousin in Hong Kong, though i've been there a couple of times before but the latest was three years ago. Feeling helpless, i sought help from Gary who's from Hong Kong but residing in Singapore. I remember him having a brother, Marco, got Marco's number from Gary smsed him but i failed yet again to get in touch. Just when everything seems so wrong, a miracle happen. I managed to get in touch with Marco, and My cousin too replied my e-mail. Now that I won't feel like a headless chicken when im in Hong Kong bring me a sense of relieve finally. However things didnt turn out too well with me and Baby. Said something wrong that leave him pissed with me. Well Baby, if you do get to read my blog, ever! I just wanna say that Im sorry and I don't mean to say things that means nothing at all and things that don't help the situation. Feeling stressed up over work and all i should have been more understanding towards your feelings.
Finally, had my luggage packed but i could hardly put myself to sleep. Am i getting too excited over the trip or is it what happen earlier kept me awake. Darling, I may not be the best Gal Friend Ever but I'm doing my best!!! Miss lots and hope to see you soon. A smile from you can take away the slightest unhappiness that I'm feeling
Time to Blog off and get some sleep....
Be back soon with more photos of my shopping trip, my visit to the Infamous Lam Kwai Fong, Goodies for Friends and Mouth Watering Food
Lionel N Myself at Pearl's Birthday Bash
Wee!! I had a Hell lot of a Time on Friday Went to Arena with a pal. But before that we decide to have some booze before hitting the club. Bought a bottle of Vodkha, some red bull and green tea and chill inside his van. with loud music playin in the background this is our way of Prep-ing ourselves before the "real" fun gets started. Arena ! What more can I say? I fell In Lurv the moment I set foot there. So Pals, we should check out Arena sometime soon. I had enough of Zouk at the moment and its high time we check out some new places don't you share my sentiments? Though it was fun I didn't stay too late though as I have a long day ahead of me. Then came Saturday which was crazier, finally went for a haircut as im getting sick of my old hairdo. Some say it didnt look any different from my previous hairdo but folks IT's DIFFERENT alright. I lurv my new hairdo and Im grateful to Louis who took good care of my tresses. Thereafter, I head home for a quick shower and get ready to attend to Pearl's 21st Birthday celebration at Coasta Sands Resort. Met up with the Boys, Alfred & Lionel and went together. Though we didnt stay long as Lionel has another Birthday to attend to, Alfred feeling lethargic after a long and tiring week in camp and i had to go for a steamboat date with Baby and folks. Went to Tian Tian for steamboat. Man It was good, there were so many choices to pick from and yes we left the place feelin like a Balloon waiting to burst. Laughs!! Afterwhich we went to Cineleisure for the Movie Marathon. Pals, you should try this too if U r as crazy as me. It's really funny. Imagine watching a movie, keeping yourself awake, leave the cinema straight after the movie come to an end and rush to the next cinema to catch the next show.. I simply Lurv the excitement all thanks to the great company too. Finally call it a day at 3.30Am and head back to Baby's place to spend the night. 4.30Am ~ Yawnz time to hit the hay sag and wake up yet to another day of getting myself busy !!! That's what I did this weekend
